I am so blessed lately. I have had so many opportunities come my way and I have found doors opening like crazy for work and school, yet somehow I still feel lost and depleted. I try to gain my closeness to God but so many things prevent me from being able to grow. It's mainly been other people. I know my relationship with God is my own and personal, but it's hard to have my faith to grow and prosper when the very people that are claming God's name are the very people who judge me, ignore me, and won't give me a chance.
I am not the only person who feels this way. There are many people who have had their faith affected the same way due to those who claim to be Christians. I am by no means trying to judge or say I am better, if you truly read this above you will notice I say that my faith has been shattered. I don't do what I need to do, but search for it every day. I am trying to build my faith back to where it use to be. I know humans are not perfect and I should not base my faith on other's but it's pretty hard not too when people surround you and affect everything around you.
I have many things yet to accomplish. I still haven't found what I am looking for but I know that some day I will have everything I have ever wanted. I still have a small amout of faith left. I can't wait to see where this world takes me.
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